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๐ด ๐‘†๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ ๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘

It is August 16, 2020, 5:13am and I am in Charleston laying in bed at this moment. Itโ€™s only right that I take the time to write. Most times my thoughts are better thought out at night because of how ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™ it is at this time. I often think about my life and where it is going or if it is going anywhere. Many people say theyโ€™re proud of me, other folks say that Iโ€™m ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘”. But which is it, or is it both, or neither? Every trial in my life has left a mark, rather it be a painful mark or a healing mark. Mainly painful marks that I am still healing from. I can only take it a day at a time and move forward.


Sometimes I want to rush time so that I can find my purpose and get to the end. But God only wants me to take a ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘. Often times I want to take plenty of steps forward so that I can reach my destination. But imagine walking, itโ€™s easier to take one step at a time rather than taking more than one step at a time and causing yourself to fumble or trip. If we take the time to ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘ ๐‘‚๐‘๐ฟ๐‘Œ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘๐‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’, we will reach our destination on time. It may not be on our time or as fast as we want it to be, but it will be great timing when we get there.


At this moment, I want to learn how to take one step at a time. I want to ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’, ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ฅ, ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘—๐‘œ๐‘ฆ life. I am tired of wanting to rush things knowing that I am not ready to step forward into my destiny. I still have to take the time out to seek God, to trust Him, to show him that I will not give up on him, and to fully believe that He will get me to my destination when He knows the time is right.


Over the month, I have grown tired of being who I am. Sometimes forgetting that there is a reason for a season. Seasons are always changing and this season I am in will change and not last forever. When adversity strikes in our life and causes us to step back, we lose โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’ and forget about Godโ€™s ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ & how ๐บ๐‘…๐ด๐‘‡๐ธ๐น๐‘ˆ๐ฟ we should be for his ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’, ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ , ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ . I want to take the right amount of steps needed to reach my destination, allowing God to guide those footsteps in the right direction.


Believe that God will get you to where you need and want to be in life. If we trust in Him, he will see us through. I believe that every season is temporary but also a season of ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’, ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก, ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’. All of what I am learning and understanding from my season. It is okay to take steps back but when it is time to step forward, just remember to take ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž ๐บ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘”๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

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