Dec 15, 2021
YOU WILL SEE THE GOODNESS OF THE LORD! Hello to everyone, today is Wednesday, and every Wednesday we have a W.C.W to leave a word of encouragement for other women. For the remainder of December, I want you to meditate on Psalm 27:13 where it says, "I remain CONFIDENT of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living." When I started Women Care Wednesday I wanted women to leave a word of encouragement for others but to also give them an opportunity to share their testimony or their story. Most times when someone shares their testimony, it usually encourages the next person. Just to tell a little about me... I suffered from depression for some years, even before my parents passed. I knew I was depressed because I was always sad, I did not know how to be happy, I was always full of anger, I wasn't confident in myself, I always tried to find my happiness in dating guys, and I just did not have any hope for my life. In 2018, when my father passed, I started going to therapy so that I could seek some professional help. For those of you who do not have someone to talk to or a counselor, I would recommend going to therapy if you can. We all need someone that we can talk to. A year later my mom passed and inside I felt "okay" I did not think life could get any worse because I felt that I was already at my worst. Losing both my parents to cancer a year and a month apart felt like life was ending for me. I even spoke death upon myself. I knew if God took my parents then He would want me sooner or later. As time went on, I realized I was not "okay", death and darkness was the only thing on my mind, and I even wanted to commit suicide. I knew that I should have depended on God, but I didn't know how to. I felt alone, betrayed, hurt, discouraged, and hopeless. In 2020, I ended up getting COVID and after having COVID, I started having seizures. I spent a week in a mental hospital. My voice had changed, there were times, I could not walk or talk, I had no feeling in my legs, and I just was not myself. I allowed the enemy to take control over me and my life. Every time I thought I was walking into my purpose or when I thought I was doing "okay", the enemy would hold me back. Now, we are at the end of 2021, and I can finally say, there are no signs of depression, no suicidal thoughts, I am confident in saying that I have JOY on the inside, I have a strong relationship with God, I am aligned with the plans God has for me, and I am HERE to share my story with you all! Times may seem tough for you now, but I believe that you will see the goodness of the Lord here on earth. Do not give up, flee from the devil, and walk in your PURPOSE with CONFIDENCE. Speak life over yourself, your life, your family, your business, your career, your friends, because life and death are in the power of the tongue. I believe there is hope and that God will see you through and work in your favor. Pray, Love, and Have Intentional Faith! YOU WILL SEE THE GOODNESS OF THE LORD!!
Dec 09, 2021
I leave this video for encouragement. That your fears are canceled and that you will carry out the plan or vision that God has for you. Allow victory to stir in your heart, your soul, and your life. May God bless you and keep you covered. Pray, Love, and Have Intentional Faith!